"fake it up guys"
I'm living in such a happy life in front of all people, laugh out loud, giggle like I have no problems.Same goes home. Not just in my room. I do have bestfriend, but I don't feel like sharing any problem with her. It's not her, just me. I thought that keeping all my problem can make me forget, but no. It is just so hurt, my heart, but no one knows except The One.It's not a problem, you can simply share your matters with someone who you think you can be trusted. But do not expect them to understand you & help you with yours.
"People who tend to be a happy person who has the most problem"
I love sharing my stories, talk for hours but I never talked about my problem. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I feel like, although I tell anyone about me, no one really cares. So I shut myself down.
I just realise one thing, the more you grow up, the more you can see the real world. Real people; some of them are hypocrites to seek for attention. Stop dreaming hoooman! This world won't last forever, temporarily given to us. Do good deeds in your life & gain knowledge so you won't regret it later.
Welp, it's have been long enough (for me hah cause I hate writing long essays), blogging is the only way to express my feeling. Because writing a diary in a book is too mainstream, HAHAHAHAHA.
fin
